New Beginning

last post 30 Nov 2013.

well, it's been a long time ago since I open up and update my personal blog. Its' been a hectic year for me. Lot of ups and downs for the past few years. I'm truly looking forward to writing a new chapter of my life.

okay enough with all this shit.

honestly, banyak benda yang aku dah pelajari selama 2 dekad ni. Well, luas pemandangan jauh pemikiran (that's what people say,um um, that's what people say)

so for this year, one of my target is to update this blog. Idk, whether it'll be useful tips & advice, sharing experience or maybe some lousy stories that'll be share with the world.

It's not easy untuk jadi seorang yang happy all the time. I can't puaskan kehendak semua orang but I'll try my best. Some say, aku maybe seorang yang sombong and not talkative. In fact, back to asasi Izzah sendiri admit yang first impression die towards aku that aku jenis yang not approachable and tak suka bergaul. But at the end of the day, she become one of the closest friends there.

Aku admit memang aku jenis camtu. Suka create a whole different first impression towards other. By the time aku dah study perangai masing-masing, then only aku akan approach dengan cara yang diorang selesa. Aku bukannya jenis yang havoc or melulu terus ngam yang my mate (unless they're special or something). It takes time to kenal hati budi bicara masing-masing.

Based on my experience, memang aku tak kenal sorang member ni. Aku tak tau pasal background dia and everything. So, I took my time to study him (not a stalker or perv ok ==") and I found out he lost one of his family member (member sorang ni jokes pasal bapak die) and it hit him like a truck to burst out the tears. I was like "damn,nigga" (ok,jokes). That's why cara seseorang approach other may seem different sebab kita maybe tak tau pain yang dia dah go through all this time.

And sometimes I wonder, why we care so much about the way we look.And the way we talk and the way we act and the clothes we bought, how much that cost.Does it even really matter?Cause if life is an up hill battleWe all tryna climb with the same ol' ladderIn the same boat, with the same ol' paddle         (Both of Us - B.o.B ft Taylor Swift)

Its just sad to see a judgmental mafaka who trying to diss me just because I'm different in the way I am.Biasalah, manusia kan.

So, at the end. Love yourself cause you're worth it :)

Assalamualaikum.

(I'll try to keep update new post every Monday, Insya-Allah)

And I'll go back to december all the time...

as time pass by,
I just realize everything I had someday gonna be gone,
something somehow taught me that appreciate people around us,

sometimes we treat people very well but at the end of the day,
we were given a cold and hard treatment back.
why?
because we accept the love we think we deserve.
that's why choose wisely on who the one you think really deserve it,
not exactly for love-relationship,also in the matter of friendship or family.

and today,
it's almost one week since second semester began.
at first thought,
I really want to quit and gave up on this foundation.
really.
I've already fill in the 'Borang Tarik Diri Asasi'
it was just as the matter of time to hand in that form.
nonetheless,
I realize that still some people appreciate the existence of me.
they'll blabber and nag about how I shouldn't gave up too early.
their enthusiasm and passion really touching as they really forbid me to quit.
even though at the back of my mind,
I still really consider about quitting this course,
but
like I said earlier,
choose who are the one who worth the pain that you'll go after.

the only reason why I don't really active blogging as before
is I learn that socialize on the cyber doesn't really help you socialize in real life,
that's why I tried to cut down the time spent for socialize through media social,
facebook,twitter,instagram,blogging,youtubers and others.
I realize it just a waste of time

and one more things,
I really hate people who keep on editing picture on instagram.
urggghhhhhh... sooo 'bajet hot'
they'll gain hundred and thousand of 'like' and comments
"oh,handsome boy"
"you're so pretty girl"
"nice edit :)"
but on reality,
how many 'like' will you gain actually?
how may people will really communicate with you with positive comment?
think bout it.

*don't forget to watch The Hunger Games' spoof, The Starving Games.
-HILARIOUS!-

One Chance Music Video - Sweeter Than Fiction by Taylor Swift (2013) - ...

September Wishes

Assalamualaikum wbt

I got plenty of wish, uncountable wishes and millions of dream.
The only problem is,
am I gonna achieved it?
How I wish....
well,some folks have said
"never start anything with 'what if'.Instead start with 'I will'."

so,

start something today

"Be nice and kind to one another - Ellen DeGeneres"

It's been a long time

Almost 2 months I haven't update my blog
right?
well,
life in palam really keep my schedule tight and pack
I could barely open my lappy cause the work and assignment and lab report and tutorial and the Usahawan Muda work and everything keep me away from my lappy
Indeed,when you enter a university world,thing changed 180 degree
no more spoon feeding,all the lecture note whether you jot it down on lecture mass or you have to copy it itself from your lecture(depends on certain lecture which allow certain things to be copied)
things got harder when you don't have a roomate and you have to work alone
well,who would ever thought that my roomate only lasted for a month as he got an scholarship from MAIWP to further his studies in Mesir
it's Allah fate that he accept that offer letter and left me here alone
hate to say
I really don't like to be alone
I like people accompany me
I like to be accompanied
things didn't work out,so serve my right~ :P

life in university really thought me to managed my financial
after 5 years live in fully residential school
I got no problem at all at financial
but here, management of money really important,
pay for the collage fees,academical fees,books,top-up and mobile internet(this university internet really slow and make my work slower,so most of the student use mobile data instead of this free LAN provided),foods(which averagely 15 ringgit per day),then the class trip and many more.
Indeed,we've got KPT money which is RM1900,but with all the fees,book,MUET and the university needs,there's only RM 500 left to be spent for foods and personal things.
Some people may thought this is enough,but actually no.
you don't really expect you have to pay something abruptly.
once you enter this 'University zone',you'll know what I really means.

So far,
I thankfully to Allah cause He bestow me with good friends,
friends that appreciate my existence,
nevertheless,some of them had gone to continued their studies at better place,
a place where they really enthusiasm-ly want at first place before enter palam
it's sad when once I've managed to feel the bond that sparks between them,
then they left me here.
it's sad.
but,who am I to stop them.let them go.

even though it's almost 3 months I've been here

never in my mind that i'll forget people who brought me here,

the one who never get tired with me,

the one who accept me as what I am,

the one who lend their shoulder when I cried,

the one who jump gratefully when I happy,

the one who keeps give me advice to strengthen myself when I got down,

the one who never forgot to keep in touch,

the one who always share their stories of their life with me,

the laughter and sadness that we shared together even we are separated miles away,

G6,I love you to the moon and back

till then,
assalamualaikum :)

Future Consideration..

Assalamualaikum semua!!!
harinih nak cerita something kat u'ollz *gedik*
haha..takde lah.. saje jer...

ni nak bagi motivasi disamping bercerita pasal my future(dah bace tajuk kan?)
mostly kawan2 XT aku yang x dapat straight A dalam SPM 2012 kebanyakannya down..
I mean,diorang putus harapan lahh..

 "ntah la padel...aku dapt 7A je.. kompem mase depan aku hancur :( "

hah,this is one of my best friend quotation setiap kali kitorang berbincang pasal future..
namenye ************ (atas dasar keselamatan,dirahsiakan...)
tapi you guys kene ingat,bahawa rezeki Allah tu ade kat mane2 sahaja...
think positive,
high probability tak performed mase SPM,nanti kat U nanti,
Allah nak beri ganjaran yang lebih baik ke..
die nie susah jugak nak pujuk... asyik2 down..
tapi sekarang nie, Alhamdulillah...
aku sangat happy untuk dia..
dia dapat SPP (skim pinjama pelajaran) MARA
untuk course Marine Engineering kat UniKL...
kalo dier performed kat sini , 2 tahun amek utk preparation
then sambung degree kat Ireland x silap aku utk 5 tahun..

hah,
tengok tuh.. kan elok kehidupan yang Allah kurniakan..
jangan sesekali putus asa...
sebab setiap apa yang berlaku dah tercatit di lauh mahfuz-Nya..

okok..
cerita aku pulak..
so,as far as you know,
SPM aku pun tergelicir sikit.. dapat 8A 1B..
but,never give up guys..
try to get up and work a lot harder..
but actually,I realized that I've done something wrong in past..
and maybe I did deserve this..

tapi Alhamdulillah...
mencurah2 rezeki yang Allah kurniakan..antaranya;
1.Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka - Sains
   ~yang nie terpaksa ditolak sebab ade org kate social level dier terlalu open,wallahualam~
2.UTP(Universiti Teknologi Petronas) - ICT Foundation
   ~walaupun megah bertaraf antarabangsa,namun kosnya terlalu mahal untuk diriku dan keluargaku~

apapun,pengalaman interview kat sana mmg best!! n dapatlah jugak merasa kat UTP sekejap... hehe 12/12/12 tarikhnyer ;)

3.UiTM Puncak Alam - Asasi Sains
   ~here I come!!! P1080 PALAM... ~
4.Kolej MARA Kuala Nerang - Foundation In Scince Technology
   ~yang nie half swasta n half kerajaan..my dad not really agree..so,ape nak buat :( ~
5.MARA KETENGAH International Collage - Senibina
  ~alhamdulillah dapat diterima surat tawaran menyambungkan pelajaran di bawah Skim Pinjaman Pelajaran MARA... tapi masalah yang lebih besar nya ialah kecelaruan maklumat yang diterima melalui internet!!!!! 
Dokumen A mengatakan LN1601 adalah biosains, tetapi Dokumen B mengatakan LN1601 adalah senibina... so,aku ingatkan dokumen B tu salah,namun ternyata jangkaan aku sendiri adalah salah... dah salah course... aku langsung x minat senibina tapi dapat course nie sedangkan biosains adalah keutaaman diriku..so,aku decided untuk tolak offer dari MARA nie.. sayang beb!!!!

kalaulah informasi yang disediakan tuh tak bercelaru... mesti aku akan sambung 2 tahun kat KMB then 5 years kat US... :(
tapi takpe,chaiyok!!!

hah...

nie sebagai pembakar semangat tau..

i don't really have intention utk angkat bakul sendiri...

tapi nak yakinkan kat sahabat2 diluar sana bahawa walau anda tak performed mase SPM sekalipun,

never give up, never surrender !

i have another week kat rumah nie sebelum mendaftar kat UiTM Puncak Alam under course Asasi Sains...

setelah 5 bulan melangguk,terbongkang kat rumah nie... finally,sambung belajar balek..

kene asah balek otak nie.. asyik layan movie ngan drama jer..

kekeke...

baiklah,

sampai disini shaja aku nak kongsi ngan korang sume...

sehingga kita berjumpa lagi..

Assalamualaikum :)

Revenge vs Glee

hei all you..
this time I would like to share something that I've addicted
since best friend of mine gave his sister's a 350 GB hard disk,
he introduce me to this tv-series called "Revenge"
with genre drama,thriller and mystery..

"As a summer to remember ends in the Hamptons, new arrival Emily Thorne(Emily Van Camp) dazzles the members of high society by making herself known in the exclusive social circle of Grayson Global CEO Conrad Grayson and his socialite wife Victoria. But it soon becomes clear that the beguiling young philanthropist has a dark past. Emily was once known as Amanda Clarke, a young nine-year-old whose life was torn apart when her father - Grayson Global hedge fund manager David Clarke - was falsely accused of channeling money to a terrorist organization responsible for the downing of a commercial airliner. Now living under an assumed identity, she is determined to seek vengeance on the people who destroyed her father's life - the two main conspirators being Conrad and Victoria Grayson - by making their lives come crashing down around them. Because when everything you love has been stolen from you, someone has to pay.She's destroying Victoria and Conrad Grayson slowly from inside.. making them suffering in slow and painful catastrophic cause by Emily Thorne.Falling in love with Daniel Grayson,but when she know that Charlotte Grayson is actually Charlotte Clarke; her half-sister, making Emily caught between love and family. With the help of Nolan Ross,they delivering their dose of daily hell every day to make sure the Grayson life in misery and no mercy life...but she had to be cautious with Jack Porter; her childhood crush who didn't know Emily Thorne is actually Amanda Clarke"

favourite character - Victoria Grayson
Queen of evil bitch~!

my attention was caught from the very first episode of first season..
the daily schedule of revenge plotting really amazed me,
and the director,Mike Kelley, he should be praised because in every episode
unlike other typical tv-series,the story-board was perfectly twisted!!

back on 13th May 2013, a 2-hour season finale was aired on ABC and according to them, it was the highest rating of tv-series ever recorded in ABC... 

well,i'm impressed...

now, season 2 had over,season 3 supposed to be continued this fall 2013(that is sept.whatt!!!)

you guys will have to wait what happen to 

-Victoria, who didn't attend Conrad party,

-Patrick, Victoria 2nd child appeared,

-Aiden, most probably killed by Daniel,

-Jack,who finally know the truth 'bout Emily Thorne aka Amanda Clarke

-Charlotte,pregnant but didn't know that the baby's father died

-Nolan, caught by FBI as Padma betrayed him by saying he was the Americon Initiative

and...

-Conrad,who got the power of Gabenor of NY...

i'm soo excited !!!!

now, Glee!!!!

Glee Season 1

Glee Season 4

okok..
for Glee.. Ryan Murphay(producer) now kinda lost from it's original track
i mean,the main purpose of this story is about kids who struggling in High School,
and those who are suck and loser, join the Glee club,
who accept the diversity of human, no matter LGBT,can't sing or dance and so on..
but know, all I can see, this story mo to 18SG not PG13...
naked scene,hard-core bullying, sex scene..
i mean.. wth~
the main reason i watched this story because it's genre is musical comedy...
yeah,i mean, i love music...

one more thing,
i really..really miss the old cast of glee,
I rarely see Quinn Fabray(she's beautiful and so feminine),Mercedes Jones(powerful high-pitch voice),and Mike-Cohen Chang(the Asian who can't sing)..
also, i really dislike Unique aka Wade aka Katie aka Catfish..
honestly, in Season 3, when he/she performed Starship by Nicki Minaj,
I was totally impressed! (like britney said - Mercedes 'clone')
but now, he/she exaggerated a lot... yes, a lot!
I don't really like when he/she going overboard as a women..
urghh.. disgusting ....

but now, we'll just have to wait for season 5 which also will come out
in this fall 2013 that is september 2013..
what will happen to
-Rachel,audition for Fanny Brice character in Funny Girls
-New Direction, heading to Nationals Show Choir Competition in NY
-Britney,a genius after Albert Einstein who invented Brittney Code

Ok guys... that's all that i want to share with you..
my thought towards two of my favourite tv-series..
if you guys have anything to say, feel free to comment..
till then..
bye~!!!

Quinn : You're such a bitch!
Santana  : Yeah? bitch-slap!!