right?
well,
life in palam really keep my schedule tight and pack
I could barely open my lappy cause the work and assignment and lab report and tutorial and the Usahawan Muda work and everything keep me away from my lappy
Indeed,when you enter a university world,thing changed 180 degree
no more spoon feeding,all the lecture note whether you jot it down on lecture mass or you have to copy it itself from your lecture(depends on certain lecture which allow certain things to be copied)
things got harder when you don't have a roomate and you have to work alone
well,who would ever thought that my roomate only lasted for a month as he got an scholarship from MAIWP to further his studies in Mesir
it's Allah fate that he accept that offer letter and left me here alone
hate to say
I really don't like to be alone
I like people accompany me
I like to be accompanied
things didn't work out,so serve my right~ :P
life in university really thought me to managed my financial
after 5 years live in fully residential school
I got no problem at all at financial
but here, management of money really important,
pay for the collage fees,academical fees,books,top-up and mobile internet(this university internet really slow and make my work slower,so most of the student use mobile data instead of this free LAN provided),foods(which averagely 15 ringgit per day),then the class trip and many more.
Indeed,we've got KPT money which is RM1900,but with all the fees,book,MUET and the university needs,there's only RM 500 left to be spent for foods and personal things.
Some people may thought this is enough,but actually no.
you don't really expect you have to pay something abruptly.
once you enter this 'University zone',you'll know what I really means.
So far,
I thankfully to Allah cause He bestow me with good friends,
friends that appreciate my existence,
nevertheless,some of them had gone to continued their studies at better place,
a place where they really enthusiasm-ly want at first place before enter palam
it's sad when once I've managed to feel the bond that sparks between them,
then they left me here.
it's sad.
but,who am I to stop them.let them go.
even though it's almost 3 months I've been here
never in my mind that i'll forget people who brought me here,
the one who never get tired with me,
the one who accept me as what I am,
the one who lend their shoulder when I cried,
the one who jump gratefully when I happy,
the one who keeps give me advice to strengthen myself when I got down,
the one who never forgot to keep in touch,
the one who always share their stories of their life with me,
the laughter and sadness that we shared together even we are separated miles away,
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| G6,I love you to the moon and back |
assalamualaikum :)
